From now onwards, this blog has a new member who is me---jinghuang
I also throwing my temper here. When i try my best to work hard, ppl think im faking. When i just say what i think, ppl say i act mature. Man, thats me, i dun giv a damn.
Gpa 2.53, almost nid to see ms marilyn ling, do u think im happy with my result? I want to work hard, but i cnt focus. In class, i have to cope with my classmates, i do things dat i dun usually do. Why am i doing that, because teachers say i 性格冷漠孤僻 不受欢迎, what can i do, i can only follow what they expect from me. i changed so much because if their expectation and yet i get nth. everyday go home i laughed at the things i do in class because thats not me.
SC selection, although my results bad and i might not have preparations for it, but i tried my best, im sincere for it. in the end i dun get selected. What rubbish, crap.
for so long, i am always carrying one word in my heart---忍. but in this world, how many ppl know what im thinking and understand it. i am always trying my best to do something but ppl just dun see it, instead they think bad abt me, this is shit. i dun wanna say any more.


jinghuang