and i shall expain 性格孤僻.
at the starting of the year, i speechless,in another word, i sianed.

Since year 1 orientation, i have bad feeling of my class.
Although, their studies are good,i feel shame in front of them, but they will nvr understand how to be a human.
Cheerful might be good, but some are overly cheerful and they dun know when is suitable for jking and the limit of it.
let me list some examples,
once i was too tired and slept in class by lowering my head and the book was on my lap, tcher din realise but some boys in my class not only saw, they take pictures, after taking they laugh. i said nth but just told them to delete.

and during classes, nt a single session is seriously carried out. ppl tok about relationships among teachers and accuse teachers for flirting stuffs, as well as toking about yellow things when teacher teaching sex-related stuffs. when teacher told them to grow up, some say they grow up, thats why they tok abt that. i have nth to say. when teachers say they are noisy, they say they are cheerful.

so at the starting of the year i rarely talked to my classmates except for a few of them and go make friends from other levels. they say i hav attitude problem, i sleep, i dun say anything.


Jing Huang